This is How I Feel

***DISCLAIMER***

This is not directed at any indiviudal, but rather people in general. Some examples that I bring up are from friends and what not, but I'm not mad or angry or upset at them. If I have problem with any individual, I will tell them personally and I hope they will do the same with me. Friendship is important to me, and I value it highly. I hope you do to.

Also, I'm just annoyed at the moment about things in general as I'm writing this. I'm usually pretty happy and fairly mellow and I will be an hour probably. At the moment I just feel like writing down my thoughts as they come to me. This is a form of stress release for me.

So to clarify, I'm not mad at anyone and If I have a problem I will tell you personally. Please do the same for me.

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This post is filled with a bunch of random thoughts that are currently on my mind. Most of them are negative and possibly contradict each other, but all I can say is get the fuck over it; I have. It's littered with spelling errors and grammatical errors, but I'm not trying to publish this.

- I like the song "Hot Revolver" by Little Wayne. Wayne isn't a bad rapper/"hip hop artist", but I don't think he can really play the guitar even though he pretends can. Also, he isn't the best lyricist: (a sample from Hot Revolver) "I told her, I can be with her/But I can't be with her/As much as she like me to/She like me too much/That's the problem". Give this man a Pulitzer.

- Asher Roth is not talented.

- Most musicians and actors aren't for a matter of fact; they're probably marginally talented that got lucky breaks and who can appeal to a large mass of stupid people.

- Lance Armstrong is a fuck face.

- So is Glenn Beck

- Jamie Foxx is just a moron.

- I have a lot of problems with people on almost every aspect of the political scale. I'll start with social conservatives. Many of them feel that they can dictate policy on how people can act. Why? I think it's mostly because of Christianity. Yes, there are some sensible people who subscribe to that faith, but there is a strong connection between Christian zealotry and power in the Western world for the past two thousand years. The United States is not an exception. Some people say this is a Christian nation and some don't; I don't think it matters-- the people in charge use Christianity as a weapon to help elevate themselves into power and until that stops I don't this country will make much progress.

- I've skewed away from attacking conservatives and have gone straight to ambushing Christians. That was not meant to be my intent. I'm not trying to attack people who belong to one of the many Christian faiths, but rather the institution. In person I don't attack or make fun of people I personally know who are Christian. The reason is because I have nothing wrong with their beliefs because they don't push them on others and are very sensible, smart, and nice people. I want to make it clear I don't like the organized aspect because the people in charge just use the religion to help themselves and push their shit on billions of people, many of whom are brainwashed.

- I realize all organized religions do this, including Jews, Muslims, Hindus, etc. I'm picking on Christianity because I don't know many people personally who belong to the other groups.

- I'm Jewish, albeit an agnostic one who doesn't really practice the traditions anymore. I like being Jewish just because it makes feel different than other people sometimes. That can be a bad thing sometimes I suppose, but I look at as a character trait once in a while.

- If you think I'm bashing Christians, you might be right. But I can tell you I don't call them names or shout obscenities everyday. Yes, I disagree with some of their ways, but I try not to be an asshole and I don't judge individuals on it.

- The reason I bring this is up is because in almost everyday of my life it's brought up in some way that I'm Jewish. I realize it's usually friends just giving shit for one reason or another because that's what guys do. I get that. That doesn't mean that it doesn't upset me or piss me off sometimes though. So what, I'm Jewish? What are people trying to imply? I've heard Jews in general (and myself sometimes) referred to as kikes, heebs, bagel dogs, bar codes, oven treats, etc. And you know what? It fucking pisses me off. Yes I know sometimes people are just "kidding" and trying to be funny, but for god's sake, fuck off. I don't attack other people for their religion or things they can't control (like race or ethnicity), and I expect the same treatment. Scratch that... I don't, mostly because most people are very ignorant and just fucking stupid in general, but I hope they learn common sense.

- Stereotypes can be funny and I've been a douchebag before by falling to them. Let me make it clear that I've been a dick many times before: to friends and family mostly. However, I've gotten much better in the past five years or so. I can act like your typical guy sometimes and just sound like a complete idiot and acting like an asshole. But I'm a lot better and unlike a lot of people, I try and actually think about things I say most of the time. What a concept.

- People who say they aren't racist, and just tell racist jokes because they are "funny" does not make you NOT a racist. You're probably racist.

- Fuck Stormfront.com. Would anyone actually care if all the people on that board just died?

- Cancer jokes aren't funny to me. I know they're hit with people, and I have friends who've made them, and while they don't offend me (mostly) I don't find them funny. I've made the same stupid jokes before too, but that makes me wrong, and not the jokes right.

- My mother died of cancer when I was 11. That's why it's not funny to me.

- Until you lose a parent, you CANNOT comprehend it. You really can't. I might sound insensitive but too fucking bad.

- Everyone always says they hate things. Hate is a strong word believe it or not and it makes you sound like a fucking idiot when you hate a certain TV show or movie just because you didn't like it. Read a book and expand your vocabulary.

- I can't stand when people say they "don't care". If you don't care, you aren't helping yourself or anyone. I don't like when people make fun of others (in a serious manner, at least) and say the don't care, like they're so superior. I've been called a Jew and a faggot and then the person was just like " I don't care, I'll say whatever the fuck I want". I can say with almost full certainty that people who put others down non stop have fucked up, unfilled lives. Seek therapy and try to better yourself.

- People who have to constantly remind others that they are or aren't something makes them sound very insecure and in some cases they are the person they make fun of. The best example is people who call others faggots and queers and end being a homosexual themselves. If you have to keep reminding everyone that you're straight you are not secure. And if someone is gay, who fucking cares? It shouldn't matter one fucking bit. Everyone is different so calm the fuck down.

- Barack Obama seems like a good person. I think he'll be a good president for the most part. I'm a registered Democrat and I voted for him. However, most presidents will be similar to each other. Obama will be your typical moderate/liberal Democrat. I say this because unless the United States is run differently, it'll stay the same. As long as capitalism is the driving force on government and society (which it is), everything will be the same. Obama and Clinton and Carter will blend together. I'm actually pretty much a capitalist and I definitely appreciate the system because it's already benefiting me and most the people I know. However, it does hurt billions of people in one way or another, and I just want to bring it to people's attention that an evolutionary change towards something else would be a good thing.

- There is nothing wrong with (in my mind) democratic quasi-socialism/quasi-capitalism at this point in time, but believe it or not, the United States is that far yet as a country. We should look at the Europeans examples (mainly the United Kingdom, France, Sweden, Denmark, Spain) on how to try and spread the wealth. There will still be millions of millionaires in the United States with a socialist slant to the economy and social policy, but they'll have to pay higher taxes. If you make $10 million dollars a year, you should pay half of that in the form of taxes that would then be redistributed to education and social programs to make people smarter and healthier.

- I'd say more than 2/3 of Americans are very ignorant. Most people don't know the basic concepts on how the country is run. Read the Constitution and get a clue on how things are supposed to work. How can we make any progress socially, economically, etc. when people don't know how the country is run.

- We need to rewrite the U.S. Constitution, I don't mean amendments or anything where it takes years and years of political bullshit to pass something, I mean a new convention, like the one they had in 1787. I'm not saying scrap the document, but It would not hurt to change and rewrite about 1/3 of it. Other countries change their ruling document all the time (usually when, you know, they need to make a change to help people), and here's a secret: The United States is not better than other countries. Americans aren't better than Mexicans or Chinese or Czech's. And that works the other way also. Having more money and natural resources does not make you better. Too bad we teach that too our children on the onset of education.

- The American educational system is awful. Very few teachers stray away from the traditional pro-American slant. I wish it were less bias and that there was better understanding of our own country and the rest of the world. Making people more aware of things makes them smarter, and it helps people in general better themselves in almost every aspect of being human. Opening up your mind to things you don't like or trust or don't understand will help you sound like less of an asshole and dumbshit.

- The media in this country sucks. It's horrible. It's centrist and it's censored and CNN isn't better than Fox News. They're the same. None of them really report the news. It's like that for a reason. It's so the people in charge make money and control the masses. Uh-oh, I sound like a radical communist goat fucker don't I? Well before you judge me, quit jerking your cock and pick up a book. Here's one: Censored '09. Read it and check out some fucked up stories that Anderson Cooper and Katie Couric "forgot" to report. Do some google searchers on those stories and read some alternate viewpoints. They may not be right, but expanding your mind a little will not hurt.

- I know I'm rambling, and I sound like a pretenious dick, but I just wish people wanted to learn more. I'm a lot less than perfect and I fit the mold as your typical American most of the time. I jsut think once in a while it's good to think about your surrondings and question. I learned from a high school teacher (and college, actually) to always question. It's made me happier.

- Arrogance is not a good thing, especially when you haven't done anything. Don't be arrogent just because you think you're better than someone. Because you aren't. I'm not either.

- Blake Snyder is an example of arrogance. He wrote that shitty Disney film Blank Check and now he thinks he's the best fucking writer since Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain's real name...I like his original name a lot).

- I'm a hypocrite. So are you. Everyone is. I'm trying not to be, but it's human nature.

- Observe and Report would've been better if it were a full blown drama.

- Teachers piss me the fuck off. Yes they deserve a good wage, but I think the shitty one's should be fired. Tenure is stupid and should be thrown out. If you're a good teacher you should keep your job and get paid handsomely. If you're like Mr. Jim Facer, you should be fired and told to quit being such a fucking fuck face.

- I think the worst time of life is your 30s because I've observed that that's when you act like the biggest douchebag.

- Feminism is annoying because it doesn't focus on human equality, just middle and upper class white equality. We need something that respects everyone of every race and age and sex. Feminism needs to go.

- George Carlin is my favorite comedian. He was an amazing person. Bill Hicks, Chris Rock, and Jerry Seinfeld are also very funny to me. Oh and so is David Cross, but just as a person

- There's nothing wrong with Nick Swardson, but basing your comedy on poo isn't that funny.

- There are too many 18-22 year old's who date rate people and do cocaine and then go to a "party school" and drink. Fuck them.

- REMEMBER, JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T LIKE DR. STRANGELOVE OR SCHOOL OF ROCK DOESN'T MEAN THE MOVIE WAS "FUCKING GAY". IT JUST MEANS YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT. ANALYZE THINGS AND FIGURE OUT WHY YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT. ARTICULATE YOUR THOUGHTS. DON'T HATE IT OR CALL IT "FAGGOTY".

- People love to hate cops but they never give good reasons why. It's because they aren't smart. If you have a problem with them all the time, question yourself why that is, and try to think of ways to fix the INSTITUTION of the police. Look at the bigger problem, and think of a better solution. Hating the cops as people does nothing, excpet get your face beat in with a club or shot 14 times in the chest. And half the time they probably deserved it. Try to better everyone.

- I like Dangers social messages for the most part. Al Brown is a good guy.

- I'm very liberal. I probably shouldn't have voted for Obama, but there's always next time. I still like him as a person though, and I think he'll be a good president considering what he has to work with (system and people wise).

- I have a lot of learning to do and I'm tired of ranting. I'm sorry I sound like a hypocrite and what not, but I'm just rambling. I just wish people were happier and smarter. I'm sure my mood will be jolly again soon.